welcome to aurora of a white dragon
Sometimes you don't have enough to say for a big, meaningful blog post. Sometimes you only have little thoughts without a deeper meaning or thesis. Posting them on "proper" blogs feels too lazy. Posting them on social media gets people to argue about your half-baked thoughts. That's why short blogging is the right place for it. Thoughts coming and going like fireworks. Welcome to my shortblog, Aurora of a White Dragon. I wondered which language I should write this in, but picked English. It's not the language of my heart, but at least someone who runs into this might actually be able to understand.
Newest posts are on the front page. Old ones get moved into the archive. They are sorted by year. I hope you enjoy your time in my shortblog, and feel free to send a message in the chatbox to the right if you feel like it. — Saekka
白い竜のオーロラ
私にとって白い竜は大切です。一時、オーロラを見た。普通でない白いオーロラでした。オーロラは波のように早く動いた。白い竜か蛇か似ていた。
26.12.22
Today I went bowling with the fam and cousins' fam. Then I went to my parents to eat dinner. Then I tried out the new vacuum cleaner I got by vacuuming the apartment. My mom had seen a dream of me being very mentally unwell and then being pregnant and she was so angry in the dream like, "this is not the time to have a baby!" Ahah don't worry mom, you'll never have to face such a situation on me.
It's kind of weird to think that Christmas is just over like that. The slow buildup when you're waiting for it and then just boom, it's over. And this week is New Year's too.
Well, I have work early tomorrow so I'll be making my way to bed soon.
25.12.22
What even to say. Went to grandparents, learned some stories, browsed some books... At parents I was eating lunch, had a breakdown and started crying. I don't know why so I don't know how to prevent it. I just felt weird, that's all.
While at that, I ranted at my sister there aren't many hobbies here I can do (trust me, I've tried). And I said I don't want to go to one club because they only complain about their lives and "it's full of mental health rehabilitees anyways" which caused my sister to just stare at me: "Saekka, you are a mental health rehabilitee". Touché, I guess.
I got a day ruiner just a few mins ago because there was another damn carpet beetle in my bathroom sink. Those fuckers climb in from some other apartment through the damn sink.
Here is my super cute Snapchat character:
24.12.22
Merry Christmas! I've spent all my day with family. First Xmas sauna, then I got to dress up in my goth dress cyber tights getup. I was very talkative and bubbly all day which is unusual for me because we had visitors like our cousins. I don't know why I felt like that, I just did. I got presents like:
- Warm socks
- Pillow sheet
- Higanbana necklace
- Korean face mask
- Chocolate
- Toffifee
- Haapala blueberry alcohol
- My friend's self made heart-shaped patch in the colours of the stripes of the Kainuu traditional dress
- Soap
- Woollen skirt
- Towel/sauna ass cover
- Vacuum cleaner (my third lol)
- A lottery ticket (won 5€)
- The book "Homo fennicus. Itämerensuomalaisten etnohistoria" by Valter Lang (translates to: Homo fennicus. The ethnohistory of the Baltic Finns.)
Anyways, tomorrow I go visit my grandparents. They live in the next village over (where my parents are from). Although my grandma visited here today. After the guests left, I played Catan with my sister and mom. Well, that's all for now.
BONUS: My sister called me an "ernu"... I wondered earlier if it was appropriate for me to use that word in the about on the right side but yeah, looks like it was totally valid.
This Christmas (Eve) morning:
23.12.22
It's almost Christmas! (and to Phoenix, Christmas Eve is totally Christmas). This is my first post because I just created the website. I explained the reason for it in the about page. The navigation still has two empty links; I don't really know what to do with them. We will see.
Currently I'm at work. It's a nice job, but my contract ends on the 31st, and then I'll be unemployed. I was thinking of relaxing a bit, considering I haven't had a proper break in 1,5 years. I've been really sleepy recently because of my new medication. Tomorrow, I'll go celebrate Christmas at my parents' place. I was planning on wearing a dress and new tighs, since I don't get a lot of chances to wear them during the winter (it's too cold).
That's it for now. Below are some decorations at the town square.
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Casual short blogging of someone who last did casual short blogging over 10 years ago. A fangirl, an ernu, an enthusiast of many things. Lonely but bubbly and laughing despite the difficulties (as described by someone else). If you have a message or a comment, the shoutbox below is just the place for it.
(Ernu is usually used like the words weeb or otaku, in Finnish.)
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